Existence is precious, it is a blessing. It is that one power which gives human or any living thing ample opportunities to experience the core beauty of nature. Life is a precious gift given by the almighty. Life is that journey which is sometimes hard and sometimes adventurous, sometimes joyful and sometimes easy. Life is a mystery, which cannot be resolved before the exact time comes.

It was a start, a beginning of a beautiful voyage.  I was excited to explore new places, new days, new seasons to come. I was hopeful to see new friends and people to arrive and travel with me. When you start breathing in a new world, you are happy, excited and a bit nervous too, you never know that a new day will bring what for you. It is all blurred. It was unimaginable sometimes. I was growing, sometimes falling, sometimes learning but kept walking.

I was never ready to stop in between. It was that mesmerizing travel. Day by day a new excitement, a new task, a new responsibility. I was accepting each gift and every challenge honestly. I was happy that in one lifetime I am learning too much. Time never waits, it keeps passing by. There were some moments when I desperately wanted to wait, when I was begging time to don’t pass away. When I was relishing those moments with my closed ones and we were amazingly enjoying together. But those days gone by, those were my school days. My friends, my teachers, my parents, we all together were happy and living every moment with great zeal.

I traveled further, some more years added in my memories, I fall for somebody. Not sure about the consequences. Days were loving, and nights were stunning. Love is an amazing part of the whole journey. The beauty of this feeling is, everything around you seems wonderful. You are doing something, but your heart is somewhere else. We both were so close, the deep feeling had a sweet flavor. However, it was for short time. Ohh God, a failure, not in studies but in life, a true failure. Journey was suddenly awful, I was annoyed. That frustration went on for a while. Now I was on a new way, start of a career, which was the most difficult part of the travel. I learned, I grown, I fall, I shattered, I succeed, and I ruled. Everything went on nonstop. I got involved so intensely that I forgot everything else.

I travel and travel further, some very important people entered in my life, my spouse, my new family, journey began again with an exciting phase. I loved them, they loved me back. It was just unbelievable stage. I thanked God for giving me all this. The bond we share with our family is priceless. I traveled further, some people who were close to me at the start, kept walking away. I tried to call them back, but I was stuck in the rat race. I was gifted with new friends, and old ones kept walking away. It was sad sometimes, I missed them, not knowing what they feel.

One day the moment arrived, where my heart beats were falling. I had to suddenly leave this travel. So early, so brutally. But I had the intuition that this is an end. God did not give me a chance, did not give me some more moments so that I can bid a bye to my loved ones. My breathing was going down, slowly I was leaving everything behind.

My whole journey was in front of me once again, and I was feeling terrible. I wanted some more minutes to enjoy, I wanted to say thanks to my friends, family and all for whatever they had done for me, to make this journey beautiful. I deeply wanted to tell my family that how much I love them. But I couldn’t, I just couldn’t say anything.

It was the end, an end to my journey, but I was sure that I will keep alive in the hearts of people who sincerely were travelling with me my whole life. Time is precious, every moment is considerable. This, we realize when the end is in front of us. When it is too late to go back and fix the things up.

This blog is dedicated to all those who just left the travel in between without saying good bye.

Be thankful every day. Each morning is a gift. Respect all, love them.

Be happy, keep smiling and Count your blessings.

Beena Himthani

6 COMMENTS

  1. Felt like going through a journey myself while reading this! Very well written Beena:)
    Specially the lines below which is so common to everyone today –
    “I traveled further, some people who were close to me at the start, kept walking away. I tried to call them back, but I was stuck in the rat race. I was gifted with new friends, and old ones kept walking away. It was sad sometimes, I missed them, not knowing ” what they feel.

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